I don't know how you put up with me.

I'm willing to bet you $100 bucks any of you knew what I was thinking the last few months of school. Besides "I can't wait to get out of school". That is what EVERY kid was thinking. Additionally, I was thinking about how I couldn't wait to hang out with everyone I wanted to, to make up for the time we couldn't have during the school year.

Well, now I have it and I haven't done a darn good thing with it.

I haven't hung out nearly as much with everyone as I wanted to. There was so much I wanted to accomplish this summer and I haven't accomplished any of it. I wanted to get together with Alyssa and story plot and look at music stuff, but have I? Sure…on June 11th. It's July 18th, and I haven't talked to her since. Oh wait…that's a lie. I've seen her twice since then, but we were at the movie theatre, watching Wolverine and 17 Again. I briefly talked to her a couple of weeks ago to see if the movie for that night was still on. But that was only a 2 minute conversation.

I wanted to have sleep over parties galore. Yeah, hasn't happened at all. With anyone.

The same thing goes for Janell. Yes…we've gotten together a little more than Alyssa and I have, but I feel as if I'm just not calling you enough or invite you to places with me. I'm at a loss for myself.

Am I a terrible friend?

Yes, yes I am.